Suadade

by Spells and Curses

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about

For a word that has no tangible definition.

"...the recollection of feelings, experiences, places or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again. It can be described as an emptiness, like someone (e.g., one's children, parents, sibling, grandparents, friends, pets) or something (e.g., places, things one used to do in childhood, or other activities performed in the past) that should be there in a particular moment is missing, and the individual feels this absence. It brings sad and happy feelings all together, sadness for missing and happiness for having experienced the feeling."

"[An] undefinable emotion as to the absence of an experience persay causing one to miss it as well as appreciate having had the experience."

This is an attempt at defining a word. Not with words, but with music.

And yes, it's a concept album.

credits

released 11 March 2014

The Rave

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Track Name: Black Sclera
One of these days,
I'll make you forget all about him.
One of these nights,
I'll show you what I mean.

But don't scream the devil's name.
Baby don't tell me he's the one.

'Cause in the darkness there's moonlight,
Makes the wrong light up and look right,
Makes it hard for me to be a man,
When I kiss the floor her feet land.

What you don't understand,
Is you're a shooting star,
No matter where you go,
No matter where you are.
You don't understand,
You're a shooting star...

Tonight is a rave,
And there is no one else invited.
Your body's insane,
And your face could be my dream

But don't scream the devil's name, girl.
Baby don't tell me he's the one.

Because in the darkness there's moonlight,
Makes the wrong light up and look right,
Makes it hard for me to be your man,
When I know I'm not the only one who can.

But what you don't understand,
Is you're a shooting star,
No matter where you go,
No matter where you are.
You don't understand,
You're a shooting star...

Don't let me go.
Even though you burn, that's all right.
Don't let me go.
Because I still wanna bite

You're an uphill wind, to someone else.
Do you even want me here?
Or would you rather fuck yourself?
Across space and time, you're leading me somewhere else.
Do you even want me here?
Or would you rather fuck yourself?

It's like you fuck your life up like you do,
Because you know that I'll still be here.
It's like you fuck my life up like I do you,
Without a second thought or care.

Who will save your soul when you're lost and lonely?
Who will save your soul?
Track Name: Illunga
This time we finally see what happens to
The wrong when it's made right, regardless of who.
So stay on fire with me, tonight.
And then we'll decide where to be, and what to do.

She's in control

You need some sadness, depression,
Some anger, and sexuality
Because life's a bore without 'em,
and now that you've got 'em,
Sing melancholy, oh yes, oh yes
Sing melancholy

This cloud that once burned white is now bruised.
And we try to speak, but it's no use.
The mist it spreads is blood red (bye-bye to our streak)
And it eats you alive and you'll never know why.

Because where you'll go, is where I call home.
She's in control

You need some sadness, depression,
Some anger, and sexuality
Because life's a bore without 'em,
and now that you've got 'em,
Sing melancholy, oh yes, oh yes
Sing melancholy

Recontextualize
Open Your Eyes
Track Name: The Callout
This is not a warning,
But a call to arms.
Nothing will ever stop even though you try,
Over and over again.
(Nice Try)
Realize that's your life

Take me away with you,
From all I'd ever feel.
Deliver yourself from me

This is not just fury,
But a matter of fact.
Somethings will never change even though we try,
Over and over again.
(Bye-bye)
Realize that's your mind

Take me away with you,
From all I'd ever feel.
Deliver yourself from me, with you,
From all I'd ever feel.
Deliver yourself from me

I got a chance right now, I'm gonna (take it, take it)
No hope at all, I'm gonna (make it, make it)
Forget the rules, I'm gonna (break it, break it)
Break It

(Lookout)

All I can do is go to the window and look out,
And hope for better days, yea.
All I can do is go to the window and look out,
And hope for better days, yea.
And hope for better days...
Track Name: If Only You Knew
Oh my love, is it you tonight?
Would it be alright if I stayed alone with you?
To impress your lips,
I would beg for this.
Silhouette mistress, you know that I try for you.

Just to have and to hold,
How long before I have this much again?
Just to have and to hold,
I wanna be with my best friend...

I just want you to hold me,
Like I know you can.

As the sun begins to fade,
And everything takes on a new shade,
It's your colors, your oils, and hues,
That mesmerize me.
I don't care if it's hard to believe,
But it's your voice that narrates my dreams,
Through the darkness that you held me through,
And all I can't see.

Just to have and to hold.
How long before I have this much again?
Just to have and to hold.
I wanna be with my best friend...

I just want you to hold me,
Because I wanna be,
Wanna be with you

And maybe
Life will be wrong
And maybe
It's all because I'm not strong
And maybe when the lights go down
And all I need are loving arms
And yours just don't belong to me
I will know that I was wrong to leave.

I just want you to hold me,
Like I know you can.
Track Name: Blackbird
A blackbird singing
On a moss upholstered stone,
Bluebells swinging,
Shadows wildly blow.

A song in the wood,
A ship on the sea,
The song for you,
and the ship was for me.

A blackbird singing,
I hear in my troubled mind,
Bluebells swinging
I see in a distant wind,

But sorrow and silence
are the wood's threnody,
the silence for you,
and the sorrow for me,

Oh the sorrow, the sorrow's for me

And I have all I need,
This song for you,
And the memory for me

A blackbird singing...